愛也痛苦，不愛也痛苦；
生也痛苦，死也痛苦；
感性痛苦，理性也痛苦；
做所謂對的事，痛苦，
做所謂錯的事、壞的人，也痛苦；
放不下痛苦，什麼都無所謂了還是痛苦；
放眼未來痛苦，活在當下同樣也是痛苦。

無論怎樣，都是痛苦。
人生在世，幸福是奢侈。
活著無意義，自殺又無勇氣。
對自己極度失望。

what's the big deal of being gay? you are gay, so you need to speak out? fuck the shit. this is just self-importance in disguise, no different from anyone who considers themselves important. so, wrap up the shit like 'equality and freedom for all' and stay in your fucking closets. i would rather have and see people who are really oppressed and in pain, but not those who are coming out to try to rule the world. it's like saying: "so what? i'm fat. look at me! i'm still beautiful, more beautiful than you." bullshit. being gay does not put you in a special place, no special than anybody who is not in the mainstream. makes me sick to see gay people stuck together - just another way of self-isolation. stupid.